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Every song is about coming to terms with, or not, endings, in the different ways we experience them. Maybe with great pain, and, or, with deep anger, or with acceptance and love for what has been and is past. These different ways of loving and ending, all come together here in my 13 songs. 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All I have learned and know of love and loss, for myself, and in my life with others and in my therapy work, with so many has been expressed here!<\/p>\n<p>As always, I thank Walter for all he has given to me with all his wonderful skills, musical and technical, his patience, his mixing and mastering and all.<br \/>Above all his imagination of, and in, my songs, making my songs and dreams come true, with his beautiful and sublime piano playing. It has all been an enormous gift to me, and to the world in his music.<\/p>\n<p>With my love and Muchas Gracias Walter!<br \/>And with love and thanks to all who have listened to my songs over these many years.<br \/>To my very much loved and loving family, friends and clients, thank you for making my life so rich and happy.<br \/>To my Darling Diamond David, All my love and gratitude for everything! 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